When I'm hurt , I don't tell anyone .
I keep it inside , trying to deal with it by myself .
I don't want to burden people with my problems .
It gets to the point where I curl up in a ball and start to cry .
Then I try to put on the best fake smile
I could ever pull on , because no one would notice .
Not even my best friends .
I know you're not supposed to bottle up things but I guess I just get hurt a lot
and I don't think people want to hear my problems .
I've gotten so use to the word hurt that
IT'S GETTING TO THE POINT WHEN I FEEL NOTHING .
-NZ-
