Thursday, 25 September 2014

It's Me!

For me,

When I'm hurt , I don't tell anyone .
I keep it inside , trying to deal with it by myself .
I don't want to burden people with my problems .
It gets to the point where I curl up in a ball and start to cry .
Then I try to put on the best fake smile
I could ever pull on , because no one would notice .
Not even my best friends .

I know you're not supposed to bottle up things but I guess I just get hurt a lot
and I don't think people want to hear my problems .
I've gotten so use to the word hurt that

IT'S GETTING TO THE POINT WHEN I FEEL NOTHING .

-NZ-

Wednesday, 20 August 2014

RINDU





Saat aku tertawa
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin kau selalu ada


Namun
Semua itu tiada ertinyya lagi
Kau telah pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri




Saat aku cuba merubahkan segalanya :'(





Selama aku
Masih bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan

Aku kan selalu mendoakanmu



Meski 
Aku tak tahu lagi kau ada dimana


Dengarkanlah

Aku akan terus merinduimu.


NZ.

Tuesday, 19 August 2014

INGATLAH AKAN HATI YANG TERLUKA DAN AIR MATA YANG MEMBASAHI PIPI

Saat kau menyatakan semua..
Semua rasa yang ada dihatimu..
Membuatkan aku merasa dunia ini tiada ertinya lagi.
Bagaimana harus aku menjalani hidupku seperti selalu
sedangkan dalam hidupku cuma ada kamu..
Kamu yang sentiasa ku sanjungi sehingga hujung nyawaku..

Mengapa,
Semua yang kita lalui 
tiada erti buatmu?

Bagaimana,
Jika semua yang kita lalui ini
adalah dugaan semata-mata

Tapi,
Tapi perlukan kau tahu
apa kehidupan yang ku lalui sekarang ini?

Hidup seumpama patung yang bernyawa
Aku disini sayang
Aku berdiri di bumi ciptaan-Nya sayang
Aku dikelilingi keluarga, sahabat  dan teman yang sentiasa memberi dorongan kepada ku sayang

Tapi,
Aku serik
Aku serik dengan rasa cinta yang tak pernah padam buat mu
Aku bukan manusia 
Yang ada disini tapi nyawa ku? melayang

macam mana aku boleh cuba mengertikan semua
kau tinggalkan aku
saat aku masih perlukan kau disisi ku..

AKU LEMAH..
Tanpa senyumanmu
Tanpa cintamu

memang kau bukan lagi cinta sejati dalam hidup ku..



NZ.

Wednesday, 8 January 2014

BEST FRIEND

Friendship is a special kind of love. And a true friend is hard to find. So when you do find one, hang on tight, don't let go and remind that friend every once in a while how much he or she means to you.


"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one."
"No friendship is an accident." 
"I would rather walk with a friend in the dark, than alone in the light."
"Oh, you're the best friends anybody ever had. And it's funny, but I feel as if I'd known you all the time, but I couldn't have, could I?"
"Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend."
"Friendship marks a life even more deeply than loveLove risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing." 
"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."
"Remember George, no man is a failure who has friends." — It's a Wonderful Life
"A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow."
"There is nothing better than a friend, unless it is a friend with chocolate."
"The best mirror is an old friend."
"Anybody can sympathise with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathise with a friend's success." 
"Do I not destroy my enemies when I make them my friends?"
"It takes a great deal of courage to stand up to your enemies, but a great deal more to stand up to your friends." 
"Wishing to be friends is quick work, but friendship is a slow ripening fruit." 
"There is nothing like puking with somebody to make you into old friends." 
"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down." 
"There's not a word yet, for old friends who've just met." 
"Ooh you're the best friend that I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine and I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
Oh you're my best friend"
"When a woman becomes her own best friend life is easier."
"A friend to all is a friend to none." 
"Only a true friend would be that truly honest." 
"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks." 
"The only way to have a friend is to be one." 
"Be slow to fall into friendship, but when you are in, continue firm and constant."
"True friends are like diamonds – bright, beautiful, valuable, and always in style." 
"I have two friends, Steve and Martin. But I'd happily replace both for the friendship of Steve Martin." 
"Some people go to priests. Others to poetry. I to my friends." 
"I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve." 
"True friendship is never serene." 
"Oooh I get by with a little help from my friends." 
"A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself." 
"An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind."
"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence." 
"I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar." 
"Friends should be like books, few, but hand-selected." 
"Louis, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship." 




Thursday, 15 August 2013

How Do You Know If Guys Like You ?





Why we wanna know ?
Why we wanna know, if that guy like us ?
It's hard to answer right ?


Well,
Urmmmm... ~

It really not a hardest thing to answer about this issue.

Do you ever like a guy ?
or
The guy like you ?
or
What ?
or anything else reason ??

If someone asking you if you like that guy
Are you really wanna answer you do like him
or 
Just ignore it
or 
Pretend like you don't like this topic
or
Nothing happens

Well you've pretty much answered your own question, haven't you ?

Confused right ?

Actually,

"Some things that aren't too easy to express with word
People express better with actions"

Like you all just did when somebody asking you "If you like that guy"

"When it comes to things of the heart , Our action speaks louder than words"

So
We just lost our word just because of little boy . hehe :)

The conclusion is

No need to ask somebody how we gonna know if that guy like us or not,
Just see his actions on you

You will get the answer .

GOOD LUCK GIRLS !





***Sorry if i made mistake - Oh My English !!





Wednesday, 31 July 2013

TAKAN PERNAH




Hati ku 

Hati ku telah dia bawa pergi bersama mu
Dan hanya satu pengorbanan yang dapat mengubati hati yang lara
Bahagiamu Bahagiaku
Terlalu berat untuk melepaskan
Akan tetapi lebih pedih jika melihat dirimu bersama insan yang lain
Waktu telah memisahkan kita

Tapi...

Perlukah lagi rindu setelah hati ini kau lukai
Perlukah lagi cinta itu bersemi setelah sekian lama dikhianati
Perlukah lagi ku terima kembali setelah apa yang kau lakukan mengores hati
Perlukah lagi menagih rasa sayang setelah kau sia-sia kan semua ini

Haruskah aku melupakan segalanya setelah kemaafan diberi?
Haruskah aku melupakan dan kembali menyayangimu?

Dengarlah wahai sayang ku

Cintaku padamu takan pernah berganti
Sayangku padamu takan pernah ada benci
Rinduku padamu takan pernah pergi
Cuma satu ku pinta

"Hargailah cinta seseorang itu selagi dia masih ada disisimu, jangan setelah cinta itu berlalu pergi, menyesal tiada gunanya"

Sunday, 21 April 2013

"My Immortal"




I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face – it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice – it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]